Introduction

 Hello Everyone,

Let me introduce my self to you. 

I am a secret crossdresser in Sri Lanka. This is the story of my life with all the cultural aspects in this country.

Let me start with my name, i would like to call myself as Shalini, this is my secret feminine name. i am 30 years old at the moment and my life with crossdressing started when i was around 17 years old. I dont know why but i always had a to desire to dress like a girl for some reason it made me feel right

At that time we did not have alot access to internet, i used to slowly steal my moms clothes, makeup and hide them under my bed. I remember she had a swimming suit which i felt was very sexy on me. I used to stay till the middle of the night and dress up as a girl, back then i was still growing so i did not have any body hair or beard. i colour my nails red, put on red lipstick and enjoy the night as a girl.

i did not have any option to go online and at that time i was really frightened people would get to know my secret but what i did was i took photographs of my self. i used to set up the timer on the digital camera and take sexy photos of me, on some nights i would take around 100 photos in different poses and finally just view the photos and see how sexy i was. I used to do this for around 03 or 04 days a week. I was enjoying this very much at the time and was wishing one day overnight i might just wake up and turn into a girl but fairy tales never come true

This was the start of my crossdressing life and i am going to share you my journey up to now of my challenges on being a crossdresser in a country you will be disgraced if your true identity comes up

Please keep reading my blog and i hope this will be an eyeopener to all my fellow secret sexy crossdressers